birthday I just turned !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ... well, actually I do not meet officially, 21 to 5 to midnight tonight haha!
A gift "from me to you" lol ... sorry for having taken so long is that I was busy wandering around and doing nothing XD
Greetings! Conce
Chapter 69: Her secret
The last words she hoped to leave his own mouth hit the night. Damn words, and even more with what they meant, shook both bodies on the sidewalk, surrendered to the fate and secret poison. Leticia
just shook his head, the voice of the rain to reign. "Please Fernando, let's go from here," she was finally able to pronounce in tears and feeling disappointed, "Take me out of here ... back to the city, tonight, now ... please ..." she begged, desperate to go as far as possible, terrified at the thought that any time his father would go out looking for her or mother, or ...
Fernando, still shaken, he could not challenge the order wanted to see the fear that overcame the eyes, the pain that caused him to Lety to be close to everything there. "Let's go." Slowly
both rose from their places, a horrible pain running all over the body of Leticia. The fall and which led her to run it came instantly to mind, unable to erase what happened. She was hurt, was hurt in a fall, and had hurt the fun of it, against all, there as a 'family' she recalled bitterly that his father always wanted. Only now, she had been replaced. Leticia
wept silently, her eyes dark window on the passenger side, looking but not seeing anything. Not yet understood. Although the scene was repeated a thousand times and still did not know how things had gone so from then to now. Fernando
consumed in their own concern, he noted, but she was not there, his mind was not with him, and that, he knew. She had been raped. Of course I now understand. I understood all the rejections at first, the pain, confusion about their feelings, their desires. From time to time, to listen to sob and when she could no longer, he enraged the powerlessness that consumed. If only it were in front, if only I had said before Lety! But Fernando could not anticipate, or think about how much he would have liked to break his face to the idiot who had made, and who was doing much damage. But no. He had to stay calm. Had to be there to care for her, to give their support and to help out of the nightmare that she repeated in her mind.
"This raining hard," he remarked to her. "We'll have to stop somewhere until it happens." Upon receiving any recognition from his companion, Fernando stopped at the first site I could find where to stay for the night.
"Here we are," Fernando announcement to open the door to Leticia, "It is the most luxurious place, but at least ..."
At least they were outside, at the mercy of the storm that with each passing minute is put more violent. Fernando, not knowing what to do, stayed stopped, leaning against the door of the hotel they had found the way back to the city. Fernando but had told Lety that only had one spare room, in fact opted for a single. On top of that would just a few hours until the rain stopped, no way could I leave her alone at a time like this. Decomposed and fragile, Fernando did not believe that by leaving her alone with only his thoughts, would help a lot. Leticia
still crying. Fernando was watching closely, shrugging his heart to see her so, like a sad dog, wet and abandoned. Only when he saw how she was shivering on the bed, talk to him directly, "Lety, you have to get you out those clothes." Sticking your head inside the bathroom, Fernando found a bathrobe just behind the door. When approached, the slightly puts a hand on his shoulder, kneeling before her and handing her the robe, "can give you pneumonia. Please. "Leticia
marking his face with tears, stood up slowly without respite and obediently, but as in a zombie state, shut the bathroom door behind her.
way out, Fernando was terrified, "Lety! 're bleeding! "
In fact, having fallen Leticia had scratched his knee against the curb. Due to the long dress and pelting rain, blood was hiding behind it and spotted with rain. And the pain? Of course I felt pain, but emotional pain and burden was sufficient to mask any other.
Fernando had taken her to the bathroom to heal the wound, trying as best he could with only a towel, soap and water. She sat
on the edge of the tub, looking nothing fixed, absorbed what had happened just before I saw it. And suddenly, new tears surrounded Leticia cheeks, slowly making a sob.
"Lety, do not cry. It hurts but if you do not clean the wound may, "
" Pain, "she said to interrupt. For the first time since he had prayed there in the rain and the sidewalk outside the home of his parents, Fernando Lety look into his eyes. "Nobody can help me," she said gravely, his voice trembling. "For no one, I can heal the wound I have here in the heart." Pointing to his chest to shed a few tears more. Fernando
could not see well. So desperate. So exposed. All I wanted at that time was to protect their arms and say the right words for all its pain and sadness disappear. But no words "magic" came to the rescue. Only. Only he and his concern for her.
Fernando stopped his attempt heal the wound on his knee, leaving aside the towel and looking with compassion. "Let me try," he asked. "Tell me about Lety. Tell me you step. "Although some did not want to know, did not want to hear the details, on the other hand needed to know exactly how things went, to save herself. "I just hurt you to keep yourself in there," he told her gently. Lety
I look into your eyes, lost in its depth. I knew he was right. And after shouting his big secret, and still have it at your side, but did explain what actually happened? His side of the story. The truth. Determined, she closed her eyes to put back a little, deep breath before opening his eyes crystal clear.
"We were neighbors ..." was how he began his story. Were overlooked. Confidants. Friends of the soul. They did everything together from mischief to care for each other. A beautiful child with his friend before. But as every twist of fate, something separate them in their early teens. The boy's family left Mexico for only a few years back.
"I was seventeen when Louis returned. I had not seen in so long, and I remembered it until I saw it. He had changed a lot. No longer a clumsy child nor weak but a strong man, tall and very handsome, "she said, emphasizing the latter.
"I fell in love," Fernando said more as a comment than a question.
"I thought if," she told the meeting his eyes once more, shaking his head for being so naive.
"and ... step? "Fernando asked softly.
"One night, one of his friends invite him to a party out there near where I lived. My dad was very strict, did not like to go out to parties, but was almost always the same, but never with a boy. "She looked down at the hem of the robe that covered her, embarrassed," I never had a boyfriend or thought she wanted one ... until it came. I thought that night I would ask that we were dating. I think if it had been any other boy, my father had not let me go. "
Looking up, Lety smiled sadly, shrugging. "He knew his family, trusted him, or at least the man who he met, "she said, subtly plaguing his words in anger to continue. "The facade, the mask I wore to interact with the rest of the world. To me, "she said bitterly, returning his gaze to that of her boyfriend now, who preferred to stand silent at the moment.
"Just that night the parents of the invited my parents to his ranch at a distance from here. It was not that far, but enough to stay the night. At first my father was not convinced to leave us alone, but the truth is not going to be alone with all employees who always ran back and forth to finish occasional duty. "Lety closed his eyes for the moment, a faint smile lighting up her face wet with a mix of rain and tears. "It was only when Louis promised my father that I would care, that gave way," he confessed Lety opened my eyes, laughing slightly. "That ironies of life."
"Because I say?" Fernando asked, worried about the unstable state of his girlfriend at the time. Lety
I look into his eyes, his own bitterness deviating from sadness to step talking. "Because my father never gave me permission to go out with boys my age, and just as if someone gives me permission, is of age, and leaves making me more damage than any other could have done. "Lety
lowers his gaze from the eyes of Fernando, meeting his gaze intense. Trying to not deviate from its history to think that might be going through the head of her boyfriend, who would think of it once you finish counting everything.
"We went to the party that night," Lety continued, trying to concentrate. "I was happy because my dad had given me permission, and happy because I was with him. We danced together, we laughed, we did not separate at any time ... I swore that I would ask to be his girlfriend. "She raised her eyes, giving evidence that she had begun Fernando to mourn again. "So when he asked me we were out walking, I did not think twice."
him in a futile attempt to try to comfort her in some way, placed his hand on hers.
She reassured her gesture, wiping a few tears that still remained on his face. "We went into the garden behind the house, walked a while when he came over and tried to kiss me. He had been taking so I stopped, I said I was not prepared, "she explained, shrugging. "There seemed to be angry or anything like that, I smiled and asked if we could keep walking. So we walked, the terrain of the property was very large. On the rear of the house was an abandoned barn ... he told me he wanted to show me something ... "
Fernando sensed his hesitation to follow, squeezing her hand lightly.
She smiled slightly, continuing, "When we entered I was surprised, was not a shed for storage but a small house with two beds on the floor and pictures of when he and his friend were children. He told me that his friend and spent hours in there when guys, I wanted to share that memory with me, "she confessed, her eyes momentarily softened. "I was very excited, started talking about when we were kids, for the things we shared, moments that unite us ... he was so sweet, so kind to me, I was sure I would ask to be his girlfriend. "
" And he did not ?
Leticia's eyes began to crystallize again, filling with tears that would not spill over to the man who was spotted with pain. "No," she told him to remove his hand from the scope of Fernando, immediate concerns.
"I was looking out the window, hoping to continue talking when he approached from behind ... he started kissing her neck, her hands .... Touching," she said, touching his neck in disgust. "I was angry and stopped him again. He was very angry, had never seen him so, his eyes dark as night, "she confessed quietly, continuing the scene in his mind as he hugged. "I was scared and not feeling well, try to leave her side but did not let me," shaking his head as tears, one after another, fell from his face as white bathrobe. "She grabbed my arms and threw me ... me down," a sob escaping her throat close your eyes and see the face of evil born.
"Then ... he began to laugh, to laugh at my like crazy, pulling off his pants. I said do not fight with it, that I could not be for long. And he was right, I felt sick, weak, weak. I thought it was for the moment, because of the shock ... but no. "Lety shook his head, eyes closed, rocking on the edge of the white tub. Fernando
now was more than concerned. Annoyed by wanting to be there for her at that time but also want to run out of that room to kill the jerk blows. Regretting a thousand times for having left the ranch Padilla. He was about to place a hand on his shoulder hesitation, when she continued, somehow stopping their approach.
"I tried to fight him when he stood above me, try to scream when I started to remove her blouse to jerk ... but I could not, I could not! His hands all over my body, I cried, begged him not to, please do not do it! But he just laughed and laughed at my tears, my cries ... until ... that ... "Lety
no longer open his eyes, breathing, sobbing uncontrollably when he fell limp from the edge of the tub to the cold ground.
"Until, 'you' Lety?" The daring now asked to place a hand on his shoulder. She opened
eyes, looking up at him. "I fainted," she said weakly. "I lost consciousness. And when I awoke I was there, alone, on the ground ... I thought it was a dream, a nightmare! I begged both Diosito it was not true! "Finally silence reigned four walls of the bathroom once turned his gaze Lety. She slowly wiped the tears with his arm bathrobe while earning quiet voice.
"But no. The nightmare was reality. The reality more cruel, more evil than he had ever known. There I was alone, naked and with the evidence of my first time on the rug where I had been up all night, "she concluded, turning to him. Lety
stood still, waiting for him to say something, to react, to run on their side and be left alone.
Instead, Fernando look at it, trying to find something to say, but it was useless. Only one question around his head to see her there, helpless. Enraged with the man, that man, the beast! that instead of loving his girl, but left empty ever a woman deserved to be. It was this, and worry that burdened that led him to ask one thing.
"Lety, you know if, if ... you used a condom?" He finally might ask, waiting for your reply with sadness at having to see her so devastated. A single tear
surrounded her cheek to close his eyes for a second, "No. Soon after, "she opened her eyes fixed staring," I found out that she was pregnant. "
The last words she hoped to leave his own mouth hit the night. Damn words, and even more with what they meant, shook both bodies on the sidewalk, surrendered to the fate and secret poison. Leticia
just shook his head, the voice of the rain to reign. "Please Fernando, let's go from here," she was finally able to pronounce in tears and feeling disappointed, "Take me out of here ... back to the city, tonight, now ... please ..." she begged, desperate to go as far as possible, terrified at the thought that any time his father would go out looking for her or mother, or ...
Fernando, still shaken, he could not challenge the order wanted to see the fear that overcame the eyes, the pain that caused him to Lety to be close to everything there. "Let's go." Slowly
both rose from their places, a horrible pain running all over the body of Leticia. The fall and which led her to run it came instantly to mind, unable to erase what happened. She was hurt, was hurt in a fall, and had hurt the fun of it, against all, there as a 'family' she recalled bitterly that his father always wanted. Only now, she had been replaced. Leticia
wept silently, her eyes dark window on the passenger side, looking but not seeing anything. Not yet understood. Although the scene was repeated a thousand times and still did not know how things had gone so from then to now. Fernando
consumed in their own concern, he noted, but she was not there, his mind was not with him, and that, he knew. She had been raped. Of course I now understand. I understood all the rejections at first, the pain, confusion about their feelings, their desires. From time to time, to listen to sob and when she could no longer, he enraged the powerlessness that consumed. If only it were in front, if only I had said before Lety! But Fernando could not anticipate, or think about how much he would have liked to break his face to the idiot who had made, and who was doing much damage. But no. He had to stay calm. Had to be there to care for her, to give their support and to help out of the nightmare that she repeated in her mind.
"This raining hard," he remarked to her. "We'll have to stop somewhere until it happens." Upon receiving any recognition from his companion, Fernando stopped at the first site I could find where to stay for the night.
"Here we are," Fernando announcement to open the door to Leticia, "It is the most luxurious place, but at least ..."
At least they were outside, at the mercy of the storm that with each passing minute is put more violent. Fernando, not knowing what to do, stayed stopped, leaning against the door of the hotel they had found the way back to the city. Fernando but had told Lety that only had one spare room, in fact opted for a single. On top of that would just a few hours until the rain stopped, no way could I leave her alone at a time like this. Decomposed and fragile, Fernando did not believe that by leaving her alone with only his thoughts, would help a lot. Leticia
still crying. Fernando was watching closely, shrugging his heart to see her so, like a sad dog, wet and abandoned. Only when he saw how she was shivering on the bed, talk to him directly, "Lety, you have to get you out those clothes." Sticking your head inside the bathroom, Fernando found a bathrobe just behind the door. When approached, the slightly puts a hand on his shoulder, kneeling before her and handing her the robe, "can give you pneumonia. Please. "Leticia
marking his face with tears, stood up slowly without respite and obediently, but as in a zombie state, shut the bathroom door behind her.
way out, Fernando was terrified, "Lety! 're bleeding! "
In fact, having fallen Leticia had scratched his knee against the curb. Due to the long dress and pelting rain, blood was hiding behind it and spotted with rain. And the pain? Of course I felt pain, but emotional pain and burden was sufficient to mask any other.
Fernando had taken her to the bathroom to heal the wound, trying as best he could with only a towel, soap and water. She sat
on the edge of the tub, looking nothing fixed, absorbed what had happened just before I saw it. And suddenly, new tears surrounded Leticia cheeks, slowly making a sob.
"Lety, do not cry. It hurts but if you do not clean the wound may, "
" Pain, "she said to interrupt. For the first time since he had prayed there in the rain and the sidewalk outside the home of his parents, Fernando Lety look into his eyes. "Nobody can help me," she said gravely, his voice trembling. "For no one, I can heal the wound I have here in the heart." Pointing to his chest to shed a few tears more. Fernando
could not see well. So desperate. So exposed. All I wanted at that time was to protect their arms and say the right words for all its pain and sadness disappear. But no words "magic" came to the rescue. Only. Only he and his concern for her.
Fernando stopped his attempt heal the wound on his knee, leaving aside the towel and looking with compassion. "Let me try," he asked. "Tell me about Lety. Tell me you step. "Although some did not want to know, did not want to hear the details, on the other hand needed to know exactly how things went, to save herself. "I just hurt you to keep yourself in there," he told her gently. Lety
I look into your eyes, lost in its depth. I knew he was right. And after shouting his big secret, and still have it at your side, but did explain what actually happened? His side of the story. The truth. Determined, she closed her eyes to put back a little, deep breath before opening his eyes crystal clear.
"We were neighbors ..." was how he began his story. Were overlooked. Confidants. Friends of the soul. They did everything together from mischief to care for each other. A beautiful child with his friend before. But as every twist of fate, something separate them in their early teens. The boy's family left Mexico for only a few years back.
"I was seventeen when Louis returned. I had not seen in so long, and I remembered it until I saw it. He had changed a lot. No longer a clumsy child nor weak but a strong man, tall and very handsome, "she said, emphasizing the latter.
"I fell in love," Fernando said more as a comment than a question.
"I thought if," she told the meeting his eyes once more, shaking his head for being so naive.
"and ... step? "Fernando asked softly.
"One night, one of his friends invite him to a party out there near where I lived. My dad was very strict, did not like to go out to parties, but was almost always the same, but never with a boy. "She looked down at the hem of the robe that covered her, embarrassed," I never had a boyfriend or thought she wanted one ... until it came. I thought that night I would ask that we were dating. I think if it had been any other boy, my father had not let me go. "
Looking up, Lety smiled sadly, shrugging. "He knew his family, trusted him, or at least the man who he met, "she said, subtly plaguing his words in anger to continue. "The facade, the mask I wore to interact with the rest of the world. To me, "she said bitterly, returning his gaze to that of her boyfriend now, who preferred to stand silent at the moment.
"Just that night the parents of the invited my parents to his ranch at a distance from here. It was not that far, but enough to stay the night. At first my father was not convinced to leave us alone, but the truth is not going to be alone with all employees who always ran back and forth to finish occasional duty. "Lety closed his eyes for the moment, a faint smile lighting up her face wet with a mix of rain and tears. "It was only when Louis promised my father that I would care, that gave way," he confessed Lety opened my eyes, laughing slightly. "That ironies of life."
"Because I say?" Fernando asked, worried about the unstable state of his girlfriend at the time. Lety
I look into his eyes, his own bitterness deviating from sadness to step talking. "Because my father never gave me permission to go out with boys my age, and just as if someone gives me permission, is of age, and leaves making me more damage than any other could have done. "Lety
lowers his gaze from the eyes of Fernando, meeting his gaze intense. Trying to not deviate from its history to think that might be going through the head of her boyfriend, who would think of it once you finish counting everything.
"We went to the party that night," Lety continued, trying to concentrate. "I was happy because my dad had given me permission, and happy because I was with him. We danced together, we laughed, we did not separate at any time ... I swore that I would ask to be his girlfriend. "She raised her eyes, giving evidence that she had begun Fernando to mourn again. "So when he asked me we were out walking, I did not think twice."
him in a futile attempt to try to comfort her in some way, placed his hand on hers.
She reassured her gesture, wiping a few tears that still remained on his face. "We went into the garden behind the house, walked a while when he came over and tried to kiss me. He had been taking so I stopped, I said I was not prepared, "she explained, shrugging. "There seemed to be angry or anything like that, I smiled and asked if we could keep walking. So we walked, the terrain of the property was very large. On the rear of the house was an abandoned barn ... he told me he wanted to show me something ... "
Fernando sensed his hesitation to follow, squeezing her hand lightly.
She smiled slightly, continuing, "When we entered I was surprised, was not a shed for storage but a small house with two beds on the floor and pictures of when he and his friend were children. He told me that his friend and spent hours in there when guys, I wanted to share that memory with me, "she confessed, her eyes momentarily softened. "I was very excited, started talking about when we were kids, for the things we shared, moments that unite us ... he was so sweet, so kind to me, I was sure I would ask to be his girlfriend. "
" And he did not ?
Leticia's eyes began to crystallize again, filling with tears that would not spill over to the man who was spotted with pain. "No," she told him to remove his hand from the scope of Fernando, immediate concerns.
"I was looking out the window, hoping to continue talking when he approached from behind ... he started kissing her neck, her hands .... Touching," she said, touching his neck in disgust. "I was angry and stopped him again. He was very angry, had never seen him so, his eyes dark as night, "she confessed quietly, continuing the scene in his mind as he hugged. "I was scared and not feeling well, try to leave her side but did not let me," shaking his head as tears, one after another, fell from his face as white bathrobe. "She grabbed my arms and threw me ... me down," a sob escaping her throat close your eyes and see the face of evil born.
"Then ... he began to laugh, to laugh at my like crazy, pulling off his pants. I said do not fight with it, that I could not be for long. And he was right, I felt sick, weak, weak. I thought it was for the moment, because of the shock ... but no. "Lety shook his head, eyes closed, rocking on the edge of the white tub. Fernando
now was more than concerned. Annoyed by wanting to be there for her at that time but also want to run out of that room to kill the jerk blows. Regretting a thousand times for having left the ranch Padilla. He was about to place a hand on his shoulder hesitation, when she continued, somehow stopping their approach.
"I tried to fight him when he stood above me, try to scream when I started to remove her blouse to jerk ... but I could not, I could not! His hands all over my body, I cried, begged him not to, please do not do it! But he just laughed and laughed at my tears, my cries ... until ... that ... "Lety
no longer open his eyes, breathing, sobbing uncontrollably when he fell limp from the edge of the tub to the cold ground.
"Until, 'you' Lety?" The daring now asked to place a hand on his shoulder. She opened
eyes, looking up at him. "I fainted," she said weakly. "I lost consciousness. And when I awoke I was there, alone, on the ground ... I thought it was a dream, a nightmare! I begged both Diosito it was not true! "Finally silence reigned four walls of the bathroom once turned his gaze Lety. She slowly wiped the tears with his arm bathrobe while earning quiet voice.
"But no. The nightmare was reality. The reality more cruel, more evil than he had ever known. There I was alone, naked and with the evidence of my first time on the rug where I had been up all night, "she concluded, turning to him. Lety
stood still, waiting for him to say something, to react, to run on their side and be left alone.
Instead, Fernando look at it, trying to find something to say, but it was useless. Only one question around his head to see her there, helpless. Enraged with the man, that man, the beast! that instead of loving his girl, but left empty ever a woman deserved to be. It was this, and worry that burdened that led him to ask one thing.
"Lety, you know if, if ... you used a condom?" He finally might ask, waiting for your reply with sadness at having to see her so devastated. A single tear
surrounded her cheek to close his eyes for a second, "No. Soon after, "she opened her eyes fixed staring," I found out that she was pregnant. "